2nd post,
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Hey look , i didn't mention anything , nothing at all .
Yet everyone gets so negative and all , gets so demoralising .
Th moment i switched on my phone , i know it's back t facing th music .
I know , i just know i have to do it .
I can't possibly run away , forever ..
Thr are really things i don't understand .
So much so that i want to understand ..
I feel like i owe th world .
And it's A Million .
Millions of reasons fr living , millions of reasons fr everything tht's happening , million of reasons fr everything tht's not happening , million of reasons why i owe th world .
And sometimes i feel like im taken fr granted , idk why .
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Why ?
Why you doubt my love fr you ?
Why you go so negative ?
Why so insensitive t my feelings ?
Why dont you believe i just did it ?
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What a failure .
I can't get ppl to understand me .
I always drag them down and suffer w me .
I cannot make things right .
I can't put myself in other ppl's shoes .
I am so self-centred .
I can't create peace .
I hurt others .
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There's still a whole lot more to tht .
F fr Failure .
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I switched off my phone again ..
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Perhaps everything might b better tomorrow .
I guess it's only my wishful thinking .
I just can't get you t understand .
I dont know how , really .
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But anyway , i've removed my tagboard .
But sometimes will leave a link fr anyone who wants t tag .
Th link will change sometimes .
I'm not replying any text or answering any calls anymore fr th day .
Anyone , everyone , it's th same , i didn't reply .
If anything , contact me tomorrow again .
I might reply .
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Its raining .
Even th sky is crying .
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Not like i want to . I'm losing my touch of everyone . I'm losing my balance too . I'm falling .
