I keep trying my very best . Noone sees it except fr her and i'm glad she does . None of you believed i could put it behind me . Feelings are unpredictable . Dont you all realise i dont talk abt him anymore ? I know i dont stare at th windows anymore . His missing presence is helping me alot . This is all arranged tht i should let it go and i just did , yet noone knows and noone really believed . Th trust is lost and i am disappointed . It only made me broke down .
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And this one tell that one , tht one tell this one .
Won't ur life be easier if you just publish it out in th papers ?
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My phone's presence will only get me back into th cruel reality and i have switched it off fr almost th whole day .
Sorry t those ppl who tried t contact me .
Did Maths th whole day .
Tutor planned it out fr me and said i could finish within 4hrs altgt .
But i am doing it fr like 8hrs + , still counting down .
Going crazyy . But i'm glad its distracting me .
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Thks to those who gave me much advice .
And i realised many around me are experiencing r/s problems .
Forward that chinese text a friend sent me once .
It was of much help .
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Stop feeling so demoralised please ..
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