Unkept Promises

Well people , don't have t read this . Just my thoughts and my complaining again . Scroll down t th bottom for my entry (:

Thanks to you ,

I handed my heart t you .

I trusted you .

I treated you like my .

I believed that you would prove it right t me , your promises .

I had t come up with lies t my mother .

I had t put up with what others says about you .

I gave up my precious study time t be with you .

I told my friends i couldn't go with them aft school .

I gave up my friendship with some people .

I quarrelled with my friend .

I baked under th sun just t see you .

I met with a sort of a pervert while waiting for you .

I waited for more than half an hour for you almost everytime .

I got kissed by many mosquitos .
I sacrificed it for you .
I spent a sum of money t get you things .

I got worried .

I skipped meals .

I almost gave up my life .

I cut .

I couldn't concentrate well in th first few exam papers .

I teared during exam .

My tears was like a free flow .

My heart broke .

My mind was in total confusion .

Lastly , you asked if i was stupid .

You said i could choose not t like you .

I felt stabbed in th heart .

I felt really foolish .

I felt my world was crashing down .

I couldn't believe my eyes .

I controlled my tears .

I forced myself t be strong .

I forced myself t forget about you .

I wrote out a retarded declaration paper that i would stop thinking about you .

I tried really hard t gave up th damn memories .

I skipped sch cause i didn't wanna see you .

I thought , so i was stupid in doing all these shit , for a somebody like you . A somebody who was fxcking dear t me . You proved hell's shit t me bastard , little faggot . Son of a mutha fxcking b!tch . You should told me right from th start , then we wouldn't have started ? Then th pain saved ?

Didn't go sch today cause didn't feel like going . Sorry t pangseh , friends (:

Wont pon le eh , i just needed a day's brk for my eyes -.- . And yay ! I managed t pass my chinese ! 64 , As said by Sean o.o . Hope zhun ahh ! Cause i failed it for th first time last term , 37.5 . Didn't know what was my problem . But i heard from Sheryl that only one person in our class managed t pass physics -.- . Retarded . Expected anyw . And also many flunked english . English is such an important subject t get promoted ! Damn . Tomorrow will return t sch t get more results D: . Confident that my maths will fail because i left many blanks and gave up for th last fifteen minutes and stared into blank space . Ss will fail , cause bo time . Chem hope pass , i really tried quite hard . P.Lit might fail cause i didn't study for that . This time mid-yrs i got study eh (: claps .