Must i act like i'm still oh-so-happy even when you're there ?
I've alrd played those super fast songs which you req for w/o complains .
What more you want ?
You tell her you're sick of me because of th way i act in front of you , aren't i ?
I'm super tired of your existence in my life .
I've been telling ppl i'm damn shag and everything .
Must i show it to you ?
When can you understand ?
Damn .
Sometimes i really think why things must end up this way and like that .
This is not what i want though i hv expected it .
I know things cannot go my way .
But at least i don't deserve this right .
I mentioned it's th past yet when i heard about it , i'm sad yet pissed .
I couldn't even control my emotions .
I was staring at th screen blankly and tears were rimmed in my eyes .
I am a human too , i hv emotions ..
So what she say you still care fr me deeply ?
I don't give a fucking shit get it ??
There are always contributing reasons why i wanna stop Audi ,
I don't quit fr no reasons .
Oh yes , this blog is currently dead .
Only active in my private blog due to some reasons .
Wil b back soon ,
Sorry .
