Why .

Yoohoos , back ! Went to Clare's house after my paper which ended at 9.30 . Go there audi awhile , maple a little . My character damn zai , zero mesos left , equip all so noob -_- . Thanks to someone whom took my everything when i gave him th last time . Left me with nothing in there , pathetic . After which , met Hazel when her paper ended at eleven plus . Mighty heavens ! It was raining cats and dogs . Walked to 832 to meet her . After that , saw Kailing and her friends . Yes , she came over to disiao us ._. . Laughs . They left soon after and three of us sat there for quite some time and decided to get our butts off th chair . Bus-ed to int and went TM . Mac for lunch . Then went to walk around . Went to T1 to get my stuffs . Walked around . Cannot really remember what we did though . Then decided to sit down . And this budget Hazel Tan actually suggested that we sit on th staircases . What a low-class righttttt ! I mean if voiddeck okay lah , but shopping centre th outside in th middle of nowhere . So cute idea . In th end went to J-CO for a sit . Bought donuts and they complained i eat until very dirty . Sorry lah x.x ! As usual , got bullied . Why am i always th victim ): Unglams shot , scandalous words written on th box about me ! What free sex what what ! Even written my number . Tai guo fen ! But at least they were kind enough to cancel it off afterwards . Blah , crapped joked . I was super high and they said i was pms-ing . Bo bian , da yi ma torturing me mah .

After that , bus-ed back to walk walk at pasar malam . Went high in th bus rides too . Madness . At pasar malam got this biantai uncle keep looking, Hazel went to shout 'BIANTAI' at him and i guessed he didn't really notice though . Naughty girl . Stupid Clare stole a stupid yo-yo which was super th '-.-' . Can go down , cannot come up one . Gosh , th seller damn cheat money . $1.20 also gian , want pian small kids . Bad . Ate and drank alot today . FAT !!! Argh . And th two women had to be my banker for th day because i spent most of my money on lunch and lashies . Boos . Thanks and sorry , will pay back , although i don't know how much i've actually owe . Anyway enjoyed myself much today with th three of us being like some siao zhabors . And i keep kena xiasuey cause they kept teasing me and made a fool out of me ! D;<

What has happened once again . Is this only th furthest we can only go until ? We always stop at this point of time , we cannot seem to progress at all . I am extremely tired of everything . You always cause me to be like that . Perhaps i made you like that too but wouldn't it be better if we could talk things out ? Why must you do that to me by taking it off . I cannot read your mind , i don't know what you are thinking because you never say . People keeps asking me to talk things out with you amicably but i cannot do it . You don't even wanna talk to me now . My texts are not replied . Whatever , perhaps your action marks th end for everything once more . I don't know anymore , i don't wish to . My examinations have come to an end already , i am happy but ... Well , i don't know what else to say . Seeing your actions leads to my heartbreak . I am tired . I guess it's just empty promises once more . Sorry .