Hello .
School like usual .
Ended at 1245 , left school at 3+ 4 cos Hazel did her papercut and we pei-ed her .
It was raining heavily too .
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Headed fr tuition around 4+ .
Surprised everyone w a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY .
For fun :D .
LOLS .
Ended at 5plus .
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Sent Hazel to busstop there to meet her's .
Thn went home awhile and rest awhile thn went out meet Clare .
Went Simei cos wanted go repair phone .
Ohmygosh , th woman/girl/lady mentioned it was eighty plus bucks .
Ex !
Told her if it hits hundred plus gimme a call first .
Tomorrow sist gonna call to check it out fr me .
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Mrt-ed back to Tamp .
Pizza Hut fr dinner .
Bomb !
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Went to her house area .
Omg , i broke my promise agn .
But i managed to try waterfaaaaalll !!!
And succeeded ! Abit (?) . ;x
Clare said many ppl couldn't do it .
I did it !
Laughs .
Wasted alot of her money $__$ .
Sorry Clare :D .
But thanks anyw !!
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I really dont know what to do .
Everyday's passing by like this .
It's like w/o you and w you makes no difference in my life anymore .
I dont feel anything special thr .
You dont use those words anymore .
You seem so cold .
Perhaps i've made th wrong decision bt i thought things will get better becos you promised .
Now it seems like i have been proven wrong , once agn .
It always repeats .
You always leave me hanging by myself , like on a string which is gonna snap just any moment .
I'm so afraid things might hv to end one of these days , agn .
It's AGAIN .
I dont know if i shld just let it go .
You dont used to b like what you were .
You said i have changed drastically .
What abt you ? Havent you .
Looking forward to every meetups in th past , but now you dont seem to give a shit .
My texts are always ignored , always replied late .
I dont know what're you doing , you dont say .
I dont know abt your whereabouts .
You dont even contact me fr hours .
You leave me alone whn you're out thr enjoying yourself .
I keep thinking what you're doing , where you've been and why haven you contact me .
I try nt to care , but i ought to care .
But thinking of texting you will only make me feel sad .
Because you reply as and when you like .
I dont know whn you're thinking what .
If any mishaps happen to you , i think i'll b th last to know .
Or even , i wont know until word goes around .
Why does it have to be like this .
You always make me go crazy at a crucial period of time whn th exams are nearing .
Why do these rubbish have to always come whn th exams are here ?
I will never cry in th examination hall anymore , i swear .
It makes me feel stupid , stupid stupid , retarded .
Its exams , i shouldn't b thinking of all these .
I shld separate work from these .
Yes , i know .
But was it on purpose ytd ?
I dont believe you didnt receive it .
I dont know if i shld trust you anymore , you kept betraying my trust over agn .
They said you're nt worth it , im trying to prove thoughts wrong but you dont cooperate .
Perhaps they are correct .
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BYE .
