Aiyaa whatever lahszxcxzzzzzzzzzzxxxxxx !
First this , second tht , now this .
Wht th hell .
Th problem is tht i find difficulties in expressing myself these times .
It's like ppl ask me certain things and i dont know how to phrase my ans ,
they misunderstand , i get more pek cek and !#@&*)@#
Everything will fall .
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I dont know lah whats th problem w me .
Really .
If you all not happy thn dont come and talk to me because i assure you'll get more pissed .
I dont want anymore conflicts and rubbish .
I hate to solve problems because i dont know how anymore .
I do not used to be wht i am in th past .
I can't solve problems ,
I can't express myself properly .
I dont know how .
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And i heard tht my texts isn't like wht it used to be in th past .
Yes in th past i can type one whole chunk out .
Now i don't even reply sometimes .
This is me , i am aware of it too .
But what can i do ?
Time passes , ppl changes .
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Perhaps its irritance tht made me like this .
It is because of th ppl around me .
Th ppl i see all around me in my life , different ppl .
And i realised tht each have their own character .
I dislike some .
But it's ucontrollable .
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Sorry to those i've hurt through my actions , my words .
These are part of life though .
Yeah , just take it's my fault alright .
(:
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I just dont know when i'll stop hurting others and vice versa ,
Sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry .
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How i wished it was th past .
