Idk how old was i (?) .
Pri Onee ! First ezlink cardd -_-
Pri One/Two (?) . Cousin play makeup on me .
Pri Three/Four (?) , th one at th Rightt .
Pri Sixx , second ezlink card/Class photo .
Sec One class photo ..
Sec One (august (?)) , lefttt .
End of yr Sec One/early Sec Two (?)
Sec Two class photo , mid-july .
Omg , ppl's been telling me i am changing alot/have changed alot from Pri sch til now . And it's like more than 10+ ppl alrdy . Now i see th change . In pri sch is totally Little-Miss-Innocent . I mean like , in case noone knows , i don't even use th F word in my whole life of pri sch . Not even in P6 ! I bet i didn't even know of that word , or mayb it have never crossed my mind . In pri sch , it is totally ... WTF . I really dk how to describe , but it's just that everytime i think abt my pri sch times , i really feel like .. vomiting (?) . LOL . Yes , i am laughing at MYSELF fr goodness sake ;x . In pri sch, i don't even speak a single word of chinese to anyone , everyone . English is written all over my face . I don't use vulgarities , i don't even know what are they perhaps (?) . I don't do this , i don't do this . Well , you all don't have to know what are they (: . Teacher always praises mee , WHOO ! Omg , come to think of it i really wanna vomit out shiat . Lol ! Nvm , i don't wanna elaborate on my pri sch lifestyle anymore in case anyone feel naseous ;x .
I was still th same in Sec One , i can rmb . My hair infront like peh hor . Omg , th looking like so kamgong . Then uniform so big and skirt so long , because i just got into th sch and uni size too big . I rmb teacher said i was like a bag of bones . End of Sec One , i started puberty and gained alott of weight . Fyi , i really GAINED WEIGHT . Those who dk me , wouldn't know how skinny i was last time . Only friends who have been by my side these past yrs knows . That's why some don't believe when i told them i gained weight because to them i'm skinny right now . Yes i am , but pls last time is far off worst ! You wouldn't wanna imagine , like an anorexic kiddo . Mayb slightly fatter , by 0.03 cm of thicker flabs, LOL .
Then i return to sch in Sec Two and ppl look at me like they nvr seen me before although we all know each other -.- . Because i started to rebond my hair . Then as th yr go by , ppl say i have changed alottt . Family gathering , relatives say cannot recognise me , at first thought i who . Lol (?) . And it's like everywhere i went , ppl say i look different , not like th last time skinny bony-like Eunice , w sunken cheeks , legs and arms which practically resembles toothpicks . Laughs .
Then as time passes , i keep changing , although idk what i changed into or how i changed ? o.o . It's just ppl's sayings . They kept saying i change . But i find myself doing some things that erm , yeah .. i know i really changed ! And it's alooottt . My way of speaking too . Although i find it's normal but my family and some friends keep saying it's NOT . They keep calling me sth which i don't really like because i am not :B . Beginning my friends kept calling me that and soon they knew i got really crossed and before i went crazy , they stopped calling me an A . They said my actions and behaviour is like one . Plus because of some stuffs i'm into , since like Sec Two and perhaps worsen (?) . Pls luh dearests , you know how a true A is like ? There are many out there and i can't b compared to them because i am definitely NOT ONE because i'm obviously better .
Okeh , enough of my bullshiat lifestory crap . Laughs . Why did i suddenly talked abt all these ? Well , it's because during P.Lit class , JasmineLover was telling me abt someone and somethings and i was saying that th person had changed alot since pri sch and i told her izzit true that i have changed drastically as what many ppl says . And she said Ya you really changed alot . Together w a serious face . Lol . She has been my friend since P6 . Although we weren't close yet at that time . Sec One same class , Two also . This yr different :( . Sadsad .
Anyw , yes i came straight home today aft sch . Awesome isn't it ? My mama was surprised and call me GUAI :D ! See here hor dearests . It's Guai (: . Supposed to go CS/TM w friends . But , nah . I do this because i might stay out later tomorow aft sch , mayb only . Btw , i broke my promise because i didn't text my tutor on Monday . I only msged her like erm ytd (?) . She say Saturday 10am . Wahlao (?) , wtf . Then i nvr reply . Lol . Maddening ......... So darn early ?! Guess what ? I replied today and confirmed alrdy (: . Waking up early sometimes is really gonna make you healthy ;x . And i'm gna b healthy .. fr that One day .. Laughs :3 .
Today like , no homework (?) . Idk , later check . Tomorow is Thursday . Fast , isn't it ? Time really flies . Soon i'll b taking my Os nxt yr if i promote . Omgzwtf .
I think i really cannot read those kind of breakup posts . Because it just rewinds things . Plus my vision caused me heartbreak today during Elect.Geog . Fxcking hell . I saw th wrong thing -_- .
Oh yes , that shiat asked fr us to get back which obv. i'm not stupid to fall fr your damn tricks , hnd . Srsly thinking back to Sec Two days , idk why i fell fr you either . Now i think it's a big joke fr my prev class last yr . Laughs .
Bye , toodles `
Off to shower .
Tata ~
w/Loves .
