I am starting to hate everything around me . Everything that is happening , i don't wish to face it all . I hate that feeling , and i really do . Reality is freaking harsh these days . Fuck it . Th fact that ppl are getting more insensitive these days . And everything is turning upside down . And idk why am i still thinking of everything that happened in th past . I think it's impossible , now that things have turned out to be like that . I fucking hate sch now i swear . Th ppl i'm looking at all around me is really killing my vision and causing me heartbreaks . And sometimes really feel all alone in this world . It simply sucks and i really felt like going to a corner to cry and emo , draw up circles . Retarded , so what ? Sometime being an emo shit really works . Haha . Everyone experiences this , i'm sure of it . And it's just part of life . It's like when my mood's no good , i really can feel damn down and my soul's like really gonna die off anytime . But when i'm happy , i go REAL CRAZY , i swear , th hyperness is undescribable . Little little things can make me real sad at times and i think disappearing from th world is th best . At another point of time , i really felt damn blessed living here and being where i am right now . Why am i thinking of all these ? Idk why . Then just now i saw sth in somewhere which made me kinda jealous .. and i didn't know why . But , i swear i'm gonna forget everything . Though not now , but soon .
I'm beginning to abhore every single dude out there srsly . Cbkias . Knn . Just fuck off . Girls are always th ones suffering . Yes you all do too , but as girls we don't understand , because we're girls , not BOYS . But , who's th one who's suffering like forever ? Giving birth, suffering in silence when seeing you all flinging around w others ? Lots lots more . Girls are always at th losing end and it's fucking unfair . Then you all no matter how old/young , girls still fucking go fr you , fr money sake or w/e . I mean it's like idk how to say lah . But those chickens from China make me really wanna puke when they try all means and ways to steal ppl's husband/boyf . I see them on news . Simply , no face lah dey . Throw face . Then those boy/man go play w them also fr sex pleasure . Omfg , despo faggots . You all forever play play play can alrdy . Well , this post is no offence to any boy out there alright . Just pardon me .
Unspoken words simply sucks . Because they're words from th heart which are undescribable and you know noone's gonna feel like how you're really feeling deep down inside and sometimes ppl can't b there fr you . & , unspoken words, they make your heart feel real weak ..
Last miss .
Where's your smile ?
Fuck you .
