Saturday*
Met with hazel at around two plus. She pei me go put 假发 :D. Went around regional library thr find fr shops, couldn't find. Th weather was fxcking hot, i swear. Bought drinks and 291-ed to 201, her house thr. Walked around and found a shop. Went in and they said have to book fr appointment. Got kinda disappointed. But i told them i wanted it by today so they saved a 1830 slot fr me(: . Meanwhile went to settle our teabrk at mac. Didn't know where to go either and don't feel like going anywhere far, in case have to rush down back here later. Furthermore my ez-link is totally pok -_-. Had to settle with coins for all my rides. Had to borrow from Qinaide quite a couple of times, thanks girl! Sit at mac fr quite long and i couldn't stand th cold so we went to sit at a bus-stop and waited fr th timing. Saw one taxi uncle keehong-ed. Real crazy, he stood in th mddle of th road and ranted his heads out at th alighting passengers. Madman.
Qinaide baotoh-ed me abt something and i got quite cross but nervous at th same time. She went to msg him using my phone. Damn scary lah please walao eh. Thn i kpkb at her and zr. Paiseh lah people :X. LOL. Apologies~ Then, 1830 le, went to th shop and did it. Looks fake :\ . Aft that, went to sit at some open space bench there and talk. Suddenly got one black thing from underneath th bench. My hands were trying to reach it and i wanted to pick it up cause i thought Qinaide dropped her black bag -_-. Suddenly th thing move, i still thinking how come can move. Knn! I looked properly is black cat!! Omg i scream like some madwoman and both of us damnnnn scaaareddd! We totally freezed on th bench lahs, and i mean freeze! Really froze and stoned. Th cat was staring at us and we were staring back at it. That moment was fxcking tense and we were both terrified like dk what la! Any moment th cat might spring on us. Then fr a few minutes it finally went off.. thn we two ran off from th bench sia. Swore nvr to return back to that bench again -__-. Nbcb, so scaryyy. Almost cat fight sia. Laugh.
Aft that went to walk around and we thought of a plan(: Superr exciting plan. Went ntuc and i took a bar of Mars with my conscience(: . Thn went out and started out plan. Went to Qinaide's house as she wanted to check th address. Aft that, waited fr like @#%^&%$@)! minutes fr th damn bus w/o a T because we were not heading to interchange. Something happened in th bus too, between Uncles again. Reached and walao, th whole building so nice laa, machiam condo sia! Gosh. Then we took th lift. At first Qinaide say what got no 6 floor cause no button. Then i open th cushion cushion thing, 6 floor hiding underneath -.-. Th lift was under renovation or dk what so they put cushion cushion thing to cover th walls of th lift. Reached, put th Mars outside th door. Then i quickly pressed th lift in case it closes. Thn i suggested to knock th door so Qinaide knocked few times. We laughed out loud like some siao ginnas and quickly went down th lift. LOL. Damn tiring lah. Thn over le, kinda sad cause no fun alrdy. Bus to tm at around 9plus le. Ate dinner and i suggested STALKING! Omg, my love lah! LOL. Actually Qinaide dont want de, say what bo engine alrdy and scared also. Then i say walao don't spoil fun lah, also not say always can de. So went stalking. Then cb, th person keep hop here hop there, cannot find -.-. Then we also run here run thr, sweat like an ass. Then in th end saw, they all use bicycle chiong aft us sia. Omg, ZAO AHH! LOL. Funny siaaa, ran ran ran, passed starbucks, kfc, blah blah. I say aiya just go inside th mall lah, they also can't come in. Qinaide reminded me that th mall all close liao at this timing :X. Lol. Reached interchange, buay tahan liao. I say stop running, anyways also cannot catch up de. All fun ended. 8-ed home. Decided to take th overhead bridge because th Tp there damn dark and scary. Finally homme sweet home at around 11+. Bathed, talk on phone, buay tong liao so quickly go sleep.
Boy, i came to a decision and i decided i want you back. Th memories doesn't seem to stop flashing in my head every day and night. I really cannot seem to let go of you. Many tell me that it's up to me. I know i want you back. No future with you or what, idc. Anyway i nvr believed in everlasting love. I told you before, you said you'll prove me wrong. That was just a lie. I just have th fear of our future, fearing that history might repeat itself. Of course i wouldn't want that. People says, patching is nvr gonna work, things will nvr be that smooth. But i'm willing to take th step with you and go through thick and thin with you. I know you don't have patience and i promised i'll give you th answer ytd night, but i didn't. I broke my promise. I plucked up much courage and prepared myself fr th new start. Many told me to just make th move. I bet you were waiting fr my answer and my msg, but i guessed i disappointed you. I'm so sorry. At 2am+ i decided to give you an asnwer. I didn't know how to start t convo. so i told you i was srry fr being a liar. You didn't reply, i told myself you were asleep at this point of time alrdy. I regretted not msging you earlier. Then, i woke up today, no msg from you either. You bet, i was disappointed and sad. Idk why you didn't give me any replies. I thought maybe you had given up? I really don't know. I told you i didn't wanna you to give up. You should know that's a hint. But, it seems like my hopes are dashed by ur ignorance. I really don't know anymore. I guess i'll just have to wait. I canot do anything alrdy. If you're really sincere on patching, you will reply. But why don't i get a reply? What is th meaning of this? I don't care, i knw you'll nvr get to read this because i bet you don't even know i've got a blog. But i just want to say everything out. I hope you'll get to listen through our hearts and minds. Now you've brought me to my wit's ends. I really do not know what exactly to do.
