It's late.. i think this blog is becoming part of my life alrdy. Things i don't really wanna share w others, or i find not a need to, i type it in blogger (:
During shower time, i was in real deep thoughts. Most of th music played from my hp flashed memories and many were memories which i really wished to erase from my mind. Fat hope though. I was thinking, if time could rewind, it would be so darn cool, wouldn't it? To some, their past might be bad so they wouldn't wanna go back. But i want lah! Srsly, my past, i admit is not v.good. But, better than now? Maybe? Idk either. Was thinking, how great th past was. I mean not really th past, but i just feel like going back to yr 08 and retrieve some things i lost. Some things, i would rather choose not to have too (: . Now, life's not that bad either, but as th days come by, things seem to be getting more irritating and i have to overcome more challenges in life. Yes, that's life, but i really wished i didn't have to face th harsh reality.
I was thinking if i have two choices in life which can be granted/fulfilled, i want to reverse time AND i want to be like th fairytales (: . I know i'm being naive/childish, w/e, because fairytales NEVER existed. There are no prince charming riding on unicorns, there are no fairygodmother to fulfil ur dreams and wishes, you can't get things you want exactly, you can't get Perfect Love, there is no happily ever afters and lastly, true love don't exactly exist, it's not that easy to find. Plus, not a kiss from an imaginary prince or ur boyf can save everything, change your life or what -__-! Bullshit.
But i want, fairytale life, awesome isn't it? No worries.. i mean there are, but they will be solved quickly. Fairy Godmothers or w/e will be there to help you through, th Genie in th bottle will grant your wishes. Lastly, your prince charming will somewhat, idk how, appear unknowingly. Then later, happily ever afters. Sweet, no? Duh! Who doesn't want a life like this? But pls, it's time to wake up, my dear self. Fairytales nvr exists. ILY.
; So why am i still looking out fr you? Stupid me. It's ily, No More!
Goodnight.
