Happy 5th month g.stead ! ♥♥♥ ily .
English : 53.8 C6
Chinese : 59.5 C5
Mathematics : 39.2 F9
Science (Phy , Chem) : 51.6 C6
Combined Humans (S , G) : 44.2 E8
Literature : 50.0 C6
Yay , managed to pass 4 subjects this time round compared to th 2 subjects i passed last term , improved ! Chinese they wrote 65 but combined th overall pull until so low walao -_- . Anyw overall 298.3/600 , 49.7% , FAIL . Retard :B . L1R5 40 , last term 46 . Still like shit also . Can die mans . Teacher mentioned to us ytd that at th rate some of us are going , either will retain or drop to sec3 na . Not even sec4 . Zz . Mama nagging again cb . One encourage also don't have thn keep scolding . She said can see i got work hard but NOT ENOUGH hard . That one , i also know what . But , aiya seriously everytime i do what also seemed so bad to her . She say i changed and become bad she cannot discipline me . zz . Last time i Chem got 19/25 , yala no good lah but at least i managed to get that score right . S'more my science is fxcking bad since pri sch . Then she said Huh 19 only . Make me feel so discouraged . Now education is fxcking tough , to me . How long have i been waiting for her ONE WORD of encouragement ? But i still don't get it . Even though i make improvements she still don't seem happy . She said she don't expect much from us , just a pass will do . I tried more than a pass but it doesn't work . One encouragement also don't have always give that sad expression . How i feel ? What she wants to see is A BIG MARK of improvement thn she will encourage . She doesn't say , but i know it .
